This is fact not fiction, for the first time in year... all the boys in every boyish magazine can make me feel any less alone, im reaching for the phone, to call at 7.03 on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home, but i know it's too late, i should have given you a reason to stay, given you a reason to stay....
-a lack of color by death cab for cutie

I think i have lost the purity of my mind for some insane horrible whatsoever reason. how can i get back to the old me? or at least to what i've been thinking before this 6 insane months..

Lately, i've been thinking about things. A lot of things. Things that need to be taken care of, problems that need to be solved, goals that need to be done, blablabla......

School is still the same. There is still that one guy that you get up and go to school for in the morning. Those years of school wouldn't have been the have been the same without him.